my passion for music

the reason i choose music is because it saved from the pain and depression also the illness i struggle its the reason im alive and awake being happy everyday i live with it day after today wake up i hear music i sleep i hear music even in my dreams always dream about the good songs i can create but sadly forget in the morning til i bring out musical instrument and it comes up again i have enough songs to make album but never work on seriously til now i have told my parents friends and teachers i want to be artist to inspire the world with my songs so i can feel alive but they never take my notes serious i been doing singing groups like qior and performance in primary and high school then i realize im stage frighten cuz i always sing alone in the room or shower i cant play by notes on sheet or know it by head i need to listen feel and know the story also understand and make it my own way but i was never chosen to perform then i start making songs and practicing every break at school til now im making my own studio continuing making music and getting myself signed i had passion with music since twelve ive i play piano and made so many songs til i stopped and moved on sound techniques i use to perform for my family every special occasion music saved me and reason why im here xo